Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Post-Traumatic Growth / Surrender / Widowhood

Drop Your Nets and Follow Me

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Change is hard—especially when it’s not my idea. Especially when it leads to the unknown. Especially when it means letting go. “Immediately they left their nets and followed him.” With […]

Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support

You Can Do Hard Things

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Sometimes, God requires us to do hard things. Really. hard. things. I don’t know about you, but I have to admit that when He called me to some of these […]

Bible Study / Devotional / Grief Support

But God Saw…

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For many years, she was confined to widow garb, waiting for her father-in-law to do the right thing. Yet, in all those years, God did not forget about her. For […]

Bible Study / Devotional / Grief Support

Faith Grows Best in the Dark

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Joseph had a dream that he knew was from God. There was a distinct calling on his life and a good plan for his future. He lived a life of […]

child loss / Christmas / Devotional / faith / Grief Support / Holidays / New Year / poetry / Widowhood

You Should’ve Been Here

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This is a poem I wrote to Jeremy over the past two weeks. I wanted to share it here, in hopes that it makes you feel:1) seen2) not alone in […]

Christmas / Devotional / devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Holidays / Love / Widowhood

So Loved

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I know about love. I have loved, and been beautifully loved by, a good man. But, as much as he loved me, I’m absolutely certain Jeremy wouldn’t come back to […]

Devotional / faith / Grief Support / Waiting / Widowhood / Womanhood

Scattered Seeds

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I sometimes struggle with the feeling that my current ministry is just throwing seed to the wind and never seeing any of the fruit it might bear. That can be […]

Devotional / Grief / Grief Support / Widowhood

Mercy Met Me There

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Four years ago, today, I stood in a hospital corridor, begging God for the life of this man. There are no words sufficient to describe what my whole being was […]

Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / poetry / Trauma / Waiting / Widowhood

Parable of an Ice Cream Cone

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I pass by a small child, with a deliciously drippy ice cream cone in her hand on a sweltering hot day. What joy she must be feeling in that moment! […]

Christmas / Devotional / Grief / Widowhood

Fear Not

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No one ever told me grief felt so much like fear. C.S. Lewis penned these words in 1961, and although I am not new to grief, I would concur that […]

Bible Study / Book / cancer / Child Loss / Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Trauma / Widowhood

Is God Asking Too Much?

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When Jesus asked the disciples to feed the 5000, they thought He was asking too much of them. And if it had it all depended on them, they would’ve been […]

Bible Study / Book / child loss / Devotional / faith / Grief / Trauma / Widowhood

God in our Suffering

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One who has never suffered greatly, might be tempted to judge those who aren’t “suffering well.” Which is why I love the book of Job.Raw. Real. Relatable. Righteous.Restored. Thoughts on […]