faith / Grief / hope / Post-Traumatic Growth / Waiting / Widowhood

Undone to Become: Butterflies and Sanctification

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One of the most fascinating occurrences in all of God’s creation happens inside a tiny bean-shaped pod. A fuzzy “worm” that has, thus far, spent her life crawling slowly on […]

Child Loss / Grief / Widowhood

No Regrets

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Time is a funny resource. We know we have a limited supply, yet we never know when our supply is going to run out. Five years ago, I threw Jeremy […]

Child Loss / Grief / Grief Support / Post-Traumatic Growth / Widowhood

Dear Younger Me: Grief Isn’t What You Think

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13 Things I Would Tell Younger Me About Grief, If I Could 1. There is no such thing as “grieving well.” The right way to grieve is whatever way leads […]

devotional / Grief / Post-Traumatic Growth / Trauma / Widowhood

Deep Roots and Divine Resilience

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You probably overlooked her at first glance. She’s not not much to look at. Surrounded by her thriving, productive counterparts, she seems to be a lost cause. You see, the […]

Father’s Day / Grief

Making Space for the Fatherless and Childless on Father’s Day

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I don’t remember his first Father’s Day without her. I suppose I was too consumed by my own grief to notice. I’m certain he got up and went to church, […]

Grief / Grief Support / Solo Parenting / Widowhood

Sunrise, Sunset: Time Marches On

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She walked herself down the aisle. Alone. Nobody held it together, except her. Bittersweet tears mixed with drops of rain as I watched our beautiful warrior princess boldly step into […]

Grief

Joy and Sorrow: A Beautiful Song

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Joy and sorrow were meant to make music together. I know that sounds antithetical, but I have learned the two are not mutually exclusive. In fact, the song they sing […]

child loss / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Post-Traumatic Growth / Widowhood

Grief: Gotta Go Through It

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One of my earliest memories is going on a “bear hunt” with my Kindergarten teacher. We’d all march in place as we chanted: Going on a bear hunt.I’m not scared.Gonna […]

faith / Grief / Grief Support / Widowhood

Even If He Doesn’t

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In 2021, my theme for our Student Ministry was “That’s Messed Up.” We spent the year learning about the deeply flawed people in the Bible and the God who redeemed […]

devotional / Easter / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Holidays / Resurrection

Palm Sunday and My Fickle Heart

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Today, my daughter and I got to celebrate Palm Sunday with a beautiful congregation in Costa Rica. It was almost transcendent to stand in that space, worshiping one Savior in […]

Child Loss / Grief / Grief Support / Widowhood

The Valley Between Gardens

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Grief and joy, coexisting. So much pain and loss; so much for which to be thankful. Living in that juxtaposition is just part of life between the gardens, isn’t it? […]

Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Post-Traumatic Growth / Surrender / Widowhood

Drop Your Nets and Follow Me

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Change is hard—especially when it’s not my idea. Especially when it leads to the unknown. Especially when it means letting go. “Immediately they left their nets and followed him.” With […]