devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Surrender / Waiting / Widowhood

When Will You Surrender?

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Two years ago, I’m sitting on the third row, just before worship on a Sunday morning—pretty discouraged and praying for clarity—when God hits me between the eyes with this question: […]

cancer / Child Loss / devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Trauma / Widowhood

When Grief Rocks Your Faith

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Profound grief has a way of bringing us face to face with what we actually believe about God. Often, we are surprised by our own doubt. We wrestle with the […]

faith / Grief Support / Parenting / Widowhood

Step Out of the Boat: Overcoming Fear in Grief

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About nine months after Jeremy left for his eternal Home, a friend took us out to do some sunset tubing on the lake. My 12-yr-old had been looking forward to […]

child loss / faith / Grief / Grief Support / Widowhood

Grieving Well

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“Grieve well,” they say. But what does that even mean? By those standards, I’m a terrible griever. So was David. And Job. And Jeremiah.And—dare I say—Jesus? But what if “grieving […]

Devotional / faith / Grief / Grief Support / poetry / Trauma / Waiting / Widowhood

Parable of an Ice Cream Cone

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I pass by a small child, with a deliciously drippy ice cream cone in her hand on a sweltering hot day. What joy she must be feeling in that moment! […]

Child Loss / faith / Father’s Day / Grief / Grief Support / Poetry / Solo Parenting / Widowhood

Choreography of Compassion

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Dear friends, Another Mother’s Day has passed and Father’s Day is upon us. It is right and fitting to honor those we love. But what of the orphan, the childless, […]

But God / cancer / faith / Grief / Merchandise / Resources / Widowhood

Terminal? But God…

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Two-year cancer checkup = another clean bill of health 🙌🏻 However… That isn’t why I’m wearing this shirt today. I recently re-released this “God Can” shirt in honor of my […]

cancer / Child Loss / devotional / faith / Grief / Widowhood

God’s Heartbeat

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Our daughter was born with three heart defects. I would often lay with my ear pressed against her, so I could listen to her heart beat. It brought peace to […]

Grief / Thoughts Journal / Trauma / Widowhood

The Battle For Your Mind

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Oh, friends, the battle for our minds is fierce! The enemy slithers up, while you’re lying on a grave with the wind knocked out of you, and he whispers in […]

devotional / Easter / faith / Grief / hope / Resurrection

Sunday Isn’t Coming

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It’s Saturday. The most hopeless day in history. Hope personified is laying in a tomb, lifeless. The disciples are hiding, mourning the death of their friend and teacher, grieving over […]

faith / Grief / hope / Resurrection / Widowhood

Silent Saturday: When Immanuel Was No Longer With Us

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I often think about that Saturday between the crucifixion and the resurrection, when Jesus was in the tomb. I believe that must’ve been the saddest day in history. I can’t […]

Easter / faith / Grief / hope

The God Who Stays

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It’s easy to feel abandoned when the world moves on before we’re ready. We crave, hope, even pray for someone to come alongside and sit with us in our suffering! […]