faith / Grief

When

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When you’re faced with an unwanted new life, devastated by loss and you’re overwhelmed with sorrow; seek the face of the Savior. He knows the agony of separation and the […]

faith / Grief / poetry

How Long? (A Psalm of Lament)

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I feel like you’ve been silent even though I know you’re here.I know you’ve never left me, but I cannot feel you near.I don’t know why I’m doubting when I’ve […]

cancer / Grief / Sermon

Who Is My Neighbor?

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Who is my neighbor? This season of profound grief has made me take a new look at some old Scriptures. One of those passages is a story Jesus told in […]

Anorexia / Grief / Parenting

I Choose Faith

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Three years ago, I was sitting in a hospital room, in the middle of a miscarriage, facing the very real possibility that we were about to lose our fourteen-year-old to […]

Grief

Do the Next Thing

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I have long loved Elisabeth Elliott, but recently she has become somewhat of a hero of mine. Widowed on the mission field, she continued on with the calling God had […]

devotional / Grief

An Early Retirement

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“Why would God take someone like Jeremy, who was doing so much for Him instead of someone like me, who isn’t doing anything?” I was asked this question in the […]

Building Bridges

Fully Known, Fully Loved

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When someone knows everything about you — your flaws, your idiosyncrasies, your weaknesses — yet loves you completely with zero reservations; that is an invaluable gift. But like many gifts, […]

Building Bridges

Valentine’s Day Without Him

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Today was Valentine’s Day. I knew it was going to be a hard “first,” so I’ve been keeping myself busy so I didn’t have to think too much about a […]

Building Bridges

Gotcha Day

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Today is Gotcha Day for my family! Twenty-two years ago, Jeremy and I made a life-changing decision to give a forever family to two boys, born to someone else. And […]

Grief

Bountiful Provision

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As you can imagine, it breaks my heart that my girls have had their childhood innocence stolen by loss. Sometimes I think I grieve their loss even more than I […]

Grief

Is God Still Good?

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I first wrote these words several years ago, in the wake of an agonizing miscarriage. I’ve added to the script several times since then. Each time, after a new dimension […]