cancer / Child Loss / devotional / faith / Grief / Parenting / Trauma / Widowhood

When God Calls You Out

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The boat was not Peter’s safe place; Jesus was.

faith / Grief / seasons / Widowhood

Death Gives Way to Life

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Autumn can be a mixed bag for the griever. It’s as if fall now has a death-shadow cast over it, with every falling leaf a reminder that life must end […]

Grief / poetry / Widowhood

Taking Pictures of Pictures

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Taking pictures of pictures, so precious and few,Snapshots of moments we can never re-do;So many, I’d freeze-frame if I had the chance,Saving each second that I spent with you. And […]

faith / Grief / Parenting / Widowhood

Do You Look like Your Father?

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Slowly but surely, we begin to resemble those closest to us. I see it in my children the most. (Even the adopted ones.) Not only do they look like their […]

faith / Grief / Widowhood

Manna & Mercy Every Morning

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Three years ago, today, I stood in a hospital corridor, praying over this man. His nurse had called and said he was crashing and would likely be gone before I […]

faith / Grief / hope / Trauma

Not Too Broken for Jesus

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My heart is so heavy over the recent devastation in our country from Helene. I’ve seen video after video, picture after picture, story after story of loss of life, livelihood […]

cancer / child loss / faith / Grief / Widowhood

Visiting Grief

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Today was just one of those days. I love rollercoasters, but not the emotional kind. I get frustrated with myself when I have days like this. I think I’m doing […]

faith / Grief / hope / Me Year / Widowhood

Looking Ahead

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Nearing the end of our drive back from the Carolinas, my daughter said, “Mom, look behind us!” A glance in my side mirror revealed a fiery sunset. It’s beauty was […]

child loss / faith / Grief / Widowhood

Walk Worthy, Because He is Worthy

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Facing 2022 was just hard. My first year without him in it. A milestone that felt more like a millstone — tied about my neck and dragging me under, as […]

faith / Grief / Widowhood

Not Strong, And That’s Okay

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Can we just be real?I’m not as strong as some people think I am.There. I said it. I could lie to you and say that I wasn’t sobbing in my […]

child loss / faith / Grief / Trauma / Widowhood

When Grief Collides with Faith

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Profound grief has a way of bringing us face to face with what we actually believe about God. Often, we are surprised by our doubt. We wrestle with the juxtaposition […]

faith / Grief / Widowhood

Grief, Like a Hurricane

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“Have you ever seen the aftermath of a hurricane?” This was the widower’s response when I asked him if the second year is any easier than the first. I didn’t […]