Grief / Love / Marriage / poetry

If Sunrise Should Come Without Me

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I’ll Be There If sunrise should ever come without meAnd there’s no “good morning” to be saidIf your saddened heart should doubt meI want these thoughts to fill your head: […]

cancer / child loss / faith / Grief / poetry / Widowhood

A Griever’s 23rd Psalm

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I walked through the valley of the shadow of deathBut You were with meYou never left me (Ps 23) Sobs wracked my body ’til there were no tears leftYou wrote […]

cancer / devotional / faith / Grief / Widowhood

Softer…Or Stronger

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I wish I were stronger. Friedrich Nietzsche said, “That which does not kill you makes you stronger.” In many ways, that’s true. Studies have actually shown that many people who […]

Marriage / Widowhood

How I Wish: Spending Your Birthday Without You

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How I wish I could wake you at dawn with a “happy birthday” kiss and snuggle my head into that perfect little spot between your shoulder and your heart that […]

Anorexia / faith / Grief / Trauma

The Thorn: When God Doesn’t Heal the Wound

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Guest post by Kat Smith I wish this was easier; I wish God would just provide healing and escape. But maybe I won’t ever find peace on this earth. Maybe […]

devotional / faith / Grief

When God Says No

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Sometimes, God says, “no.” That’s when I find out how much of a spiritual toddler I am. I was talking to my sister’s widower yesterday. We were discussing our future […]

Child Loss / faith / Grief

Childless on Mother’s Day

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Friend, if you are dreading Mother’s Day, I see you. Twenty-two years ago, we said our final goodbye in this life to our only child. My first Mother’s Day was […]

faith / Grief

Rejection

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Rejection stings. I applied for a job last week. I was super excited to have found something I could see myself enjoying. Having to leave ministry because I’m no longer […]

cancer / faith

The God Who Stays

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One thing that seems universal to sufferers is the need for community. How many of us have craved, hoped, even prayed for someone to come alongside and sit with us […]

Grief

Six Months

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Six months. Six months since I held his hand and stroked his hair and kissed his face. Six months since I lay across his chest, longing to hear his heart […]

Grief / Marriage

Dancing in the Minefields

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Today would have been our 25th anniversary. My first without him. I’ve been dreading this day. I was afraid I would spend the whole day weeping over what I’ve lost; […]

faith / Grief

Sunday’s Coming

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Saturday was silent. Surely, it was through…. I often think about that Saturday between the crucifixion and the resurrection, when Jesus was in the tomb. I believe that must’ve been […]