devotional / faith / Grief

When God Says No

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Sometimes, God says, “no.” That’s when I find out how much of a spiritual toddler I am. I was talking to my sister’s widower yesterday. We were discussing our future […]

Child Loss / faith / Grief

Childless on Mother’s Day

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Friend, if you are dreading Mother’s Day, I see you. Twenty-two years ago, we said our final goodbye in this life to our only child. My first Mother’s Day was […]

faith / Grief

Rejection

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Rejection stings. I applied for a job last week. I was super excited to have found something I could see myself enjoying. Having to leave ministry because I’m no longer […]

cancer / faith

The God Who Stays

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One thing that seems universal to sufferers is the need for community. How many of us have craved, hoped, even prayed for someone to come alongside and sit with us […]

Grief

Six Months

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Six months. Six months since I held his hand and stroked his hair and kissed his face. Six months since I lay across his chest, longing to hear his heart […]

Grief / Marriage

Dancing in the Minefields

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Today would have been our 25th anniversary. My first without him. I’ve been dreading this day. I was afraid I would spend the whole day weeping over what I’ve lost; […]

faith / Grief

Sunday’s Coming

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Saturday was silent. Surely, it was through…. I often think about that Saturday between the crucifixion and the resurrection, when Jesus was in the tomb. I believe that must’ve been […]

devotional / faith / Grief

The Seasons of Grief

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The daffodils popped up weeks ago, promising the end of an unbearably long winter. But it seems to me, Spring is a bit bipolar. She gifts us with warmth and […]

faith / Grief

I’ll Be Okay

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Yesterday was just hard. Some days are like that. When you’re a mom, the car seems to be a good place to go to be alone. Last night, you could’ve […]

faith / Grief

You Are Who He Says You Are

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This shirt.I don’t know who gave it to me. It just showed up on my desk one Wednesday night, before prayer meeting. The note was simply signed, “a friend.” Loss […]

Grief

I Didn’t Know

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I didn’t know I didn’t know I’d miss the soft snore coming from your side of the bed I didn’t know I’d miss the morning breath that kissed me awake […]

faith / Grief

When

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When you’re faced with an unwanted new life, devastated by loss and you’re overwhelmed with sorrow; seek the face of the Savior. He knows the agony of separation and the […]