• Even If He Doesn’t

    Even If He Doesn’t

    In 2021, my theme for our Student Ministry was “That’s Messed Up.” We spent the year learning about the deeply flawed people in the Bible and the God…

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  • When the Silence is Deafening: The Grief of Silent Saturday

    When the Silence is Deafening: The Grief of Silent Saturday

    Sometimes, silence screams. She harangues us with intrusive thoughts: You’re alone. You’ll always be alone. Nobody sees you. Nobody understands. Nobody cares. And for a valley-walker, the relentless…

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  • Last Words

    Last Words

    My husband’s last words to me were, “Not goodbye.” We were on a very brief video call with him before he was put on a ventilator. We hadn’t…

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  • Feeling Cheated by Death: Wedding Anniversary Thoughts

    Feeling Cheated by Death: Wedding Anniversary Thoughts

    Sunday is my wedding anniversary. We should be celebrating 29 years as Mr. and Mrs. Smith. We were supposed to grow old together. We were just getting started.…

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  • Palm Sunday and My Fickle Heart

    Palm Sunday and My Fickle Heart

    Today, my daughter and I got to celebrate Palm Sunday with a beautiful congregation in Costa Rica. It was almost transcendent to stand in that space, worshiping one…

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  • When Grief is Loud

    When Grief is Loud

    When you’re faced with an unwanted new life—devastated by loss—and you become overwhelmed by sorrow, Seek the face of the Savior. He knows the agony of separation and…

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