Anorexia / faith / Grief / Trauma

The Thorn: When God Doesn’t Heal the Wound

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Guest post by Kat Smith I wish this was easier; I wish God would just provide healing and escape. But maybe I won’t ever find peace on this earth. Maybe […]

faith / Grief / Parenting

I Surrender All. Even This…

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I’ve been a fighter since birth. Strong-willed, passionate, determined, stubborn, pig-headed—whatever you want to call it—that’s me. It’s not all bad. It saved my life, once upon a time. It […]

devotional / faith / Grief

The Cave of Grief

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They say one of the darkest places on earth is the “dark zone” inside a cave. Sure, people have successfully lived in the entrance of caves for millennia, but something […]

cancer / child loss / faith / Grief

I Can’t Do This, It Hurts Too Much

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“I can’t do this! It hurts too much.” I remember looking up at my husband with pleading eyes and saying these words. And he looked down at me with compassion […]

faith / Grief

Going On a Bear Hunt in the Valley of Suffering

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When I was in kindergarten, I used to love going on bear hunts. You know, the kind that take place in your imagination as you repeat after the teacher… We’re […]

faith / Grief

My Story: The Pastor’s Widow

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 If I told you my story… I see my life in three chapters. Chapter one was my life before Jeremy. Chapter two was my life with Jeremy. Chapter three is […]

devotional / faith / Grief

Joy and Sadness: Inside Out Living

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A couple of years ago, we saw a cute, animated movie about the happenings inside a 12-yr-old girl’s mind. Each quirky character in “Inside Out” represents an emotion the preteen […]

devotional / faith / Grief

When God Says No

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Sometimes, God says, “no.” That’s when I find out how much of a spiritual toddler I am. I was talking to my sister’s widower yesterday. We were discussing our future […]

Child Loss / faith / Grief

Childless on Mother’s Day

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Friend, if you are dreading Mother’s Day, I see you. Twenty-two years ago, we said our final goodbye in this life to our only child. My first Mother’s Day was […]

devotional / faith / Grief

PAUSE

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I wear a pause button around my neck. A bit unconventional, I know, but that’s me. Just recently, people have started asking me about it. I purchased this necklace shortly […]

faith / Grief

But If Not…

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Each year, around November, Jeremy and I would sit down and make a cohesive plan for the next year. Church theme, student ministry theme, topics, lesson plans, activities, etc. In […]

faith / Grief

Words

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It will come as no surprise to you that I talk a lot. I’m what is called an external, or verbal, processor. That means I have to process my thoughts, […]